Thursday, April 14, 2011

tibe2 sy x terkata...pe sy wt???

salam sume...hri nie kn, xtaw la nk ckp mood zati nie cne...hri nie zati de osce, cm exam praktikal la...biasenyer osce nie de 5 station, 1 station tuk 1 hari...tp osce yg hri nie len plak, tibe2 lak kolej nie mngade2, p wt osce 10 station dlm 1 hari...lau korg la kn, ase cne eyh???dah la tiap 1 station tue hnya diberi mase 5 minit je...mgkin korg xley bayangkn situasi yg sbnarnye kn???huhu...meh zati cite pe yg jd kt zati mse osce td...overall la kn, mmg hancus la osce td, byk station yg x complete n tibe2 jd x ingt pape...siyesly, ase nk ngis je mase tue...nk pngsan pun ade gak taw..huhu...

pagi2 lg zati bgn, tggu bas n p kolej...lam kul 7.15 cm 2 la smpai kt kolej, then trus masuk skill lab, kt c2 la jd tmpt kuarantin tuk tggu giliran zati...mase tue kn, Tuhan jela taw cne prasaan dlm hati nie...bkn nk ckp x yakin pd diri, tp cm dpt ase zati x dpt wt tul2...sbbnye kn, sbnrnye zati x tul2 prepare pun...lg 1, xley nk pk sbb byk sgt procedure yg kne ingt...dipendekkn cite kn, tggu pnye tggu, 2x dah examiner tue rehat taw, lpas tue bwu turn zati...

first masuk tue kn, zati kne station 7 dlu...kt c2 pen n paper, sal ubat2, ubt tue dlm kategori ape...yg nie, snang je, boley jwb sume soalan,huhu...lammse 5 minit je taw...sume procedure lam mse 5 minit...lpas tue station seterusnya station 8, bunyi je loceng, masuk then tgk soalan...wahhhhhh!!!tracheostomy suctioning...adoiyai...tibe2 je zati jd blurrrr,xtaw nk wt ape taw...then zati smbung suction tube tue kt machine die, then bkak trus wt...lpas tue madam tnye...awk wt ape tue???hah???ape zati wt nie eyh??then zati tutup machine tue n ckp ktmadam da ciap,huhu...lpas tue zati trus kuar...hehe...

then station 9, kne terangkn kt pesakit cne nk ambil pil perancang keluarga...yg tue ok la jgk, tp de la tersekat2 sket,huhu...lpas tue station 10 lak...kne interview, tnye pesakit sal obstetric history...kne kira tarikh jangka bersalin...yg kt cni la, tibe2 je zati nk ckp tp x terkeluar taw, asyik ulang perkataan 'when'...lpas tue madam pun ckp, awk ckp bahasa melayu jela,huhu...dan nie la tuk pertama kalinye zati ckp bahasa melayu mase osce...sblm nie slalu dpt madam india je, mmg kne speaking,huhu...then pg station 1 lak, taking apex beat, masuk je station, tgk2 patient lelaki, adoiyai...npe la laki??terketar2 jgk la nk ckp taw...next station lak removing suture...yg tue ok la, tp byk gak yg terlupe nk ckp,huhu...

station 3 lak kne priming IV line...yg tue ok la wt kn...pastu, tibe2 da ciap da nie, mase nk kuar tue bwu prasan kertas order dr doktor taw...alamak!!!zati amek solution ape td??adoiyai, x prasan td,huhu...mntk2 la da btul...station 4 lak kne check replacement NG tube feeding, yg tiub masuk lam idung tue...yg tue ok kot...tp tension mse wt sbb madam tue masam je taw,takot,huhu...next station lak stump bandaging...nie kononnye kne balut kaki pesakit yg kne potong la,huhu...yg nie ok je...snang je, jp je da ciap...last station procedure chateterization...yg nie la zati blurr jgk, xtaw nk wt ape...padahal da hafal, da ingt...time nk wt tue x ingt lak,huhu...

pnat taw nk mnghabiskan sume station tue..tp ley ckp kt sini, kbnyakannya zati x yakin la...cm de je yg x complete bile wt 1 procedure tue...yela, cne x nervous, 5 minit je taw...mne smpt nk wt,huhu...dgn muke madam2 kt dlm station tue masam2, garang lak tue...tension3x...ntah lulus ke x osce tue...takot sgt3x nie...harap2 lulus la...xnk dah wt 10 station lg,huhu...merana taw, susah...dah la first time, biase 1 station je 1 hri...tue pun de jgk lupe sket2,huhu...cm 2 la kisahnye osce hri nie,huhu....

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